Don't miss it

"Orang Jawa yang hanya mengandalkan cangkulnya, berani bertaruh nasib di Jakarta, tak peduli harus tidur dimana, selama dia bisa menghemat pengeluaran dan bisa makan, dia hidup.

Bagaimana mungkin aku mengsia-siakan waktuku."

Emotion

When I feel sad, happy, mad, angry, jealous, boring, love then I know I still live.

So, don't stop it. Make it happen to me. Make me feel it, then I live.

Hakuna Matata

Something I can't say

A movie realize me to say something before it too late.

But even if I know it, it's still hard for me to tell the true.

I want to tell to her, how beauty she is,

what she say, fill my words,

even I can't stop smilling when she chat with me.

I know her when I was in collage,

at that time, my friend said nobody in my class, has a beauty girl,

but my other friend said, there is, one blond girl, long hair,

I see her, she sit at the last chair,

oh yes, I agree with my friend, she beauty.

From my opinion, she was a woman with not too much talking,

I rarely talk to her, actually I don't know or thinking about her,

we are in same team once, again we never talk each other,

she even ask to my friend, if the project has been done,

althought it's me who do it.

Until we finished the collage.

She found me on FB,

then more thing happen,

first, I doubth that is her, because as long as I know,

she rarely talking.

No, yeah, no until these days.

I got my own mistery, what happen.

Is she love me, or

she just miss friends from classmate.

I try to stop my first opinion,

I believe it's only my mind, she can't love,

she's too perfect for me.

Let me miss you, let me hoping you forever

because when I feel it, it's mean I live.

My wish for her, happy whatever you do, whatever you with

When you smile, I will smile too. ^_^

Bad words

When people say to me "you are newbie, stupid or noob",
I want to say to myself, it's ok, fine, nothing to worry.
But deep in my heart, it keeps say it, and make my feeling sad.
That what make me feel boring with any game, if found someone like that.
God forgive me and him/her.
Hakuna Matata.

keep breath

keep breathing, although it's hard.

Because someone outside there,

want to see you live, smile and happy. ^_^